This post is a reminder for myself, pass few months I’m spending every minute in a day carefully looking into my heart, checking my desire, identifying my temptations. With God’s help, I’m pretty much in control of some of my desire. And everyday I remind myself to but my desire to die so there will be less of me and more of God in my life. This sermon from Francis Chan touch me so deeply, he speak my heart out. Francis is referring to (2 Peter 2:22)
Of them the proverbs are true: “A dog returns to its vomit,” and, “A sow that is washed returns to her wallowing in the mud.”
I want to look back in 5, 10 , 15 years later and check if I still have this feeling. My friend told me if you are in Church long enough, you will be numb to all these feelings.. I’m worry I be like that one day. I love this fire inside of me and I pray everyday not to lose that.