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Gary Lam
Jesus is my Lord and Savior. I'm a disciples of Christ, I love to evangelise and witness God's grace and power. I'm happy to share the Gospel and my testimonies with you and reach out to the people of all nations.

Thank you for the lift, God

51G60jMnWzL._SL300_I spend the last few days reading a book call “Respectable Sins” by Jerry Bridges. A wonderful book, it talks about the overlook sins we may have in our life, more i learn about the acceptable sin we often committed and more depress I got. I’m not sure if it is about the sins I felt I had committed over the years or is it the pressure I felt that i must not commit the same sins again in my life. It really drain me out. Last night, i felt completely defeated and i speak out loudly “I’m defeated”, before I knew it, Chloe and Fiona is asking me, what is defeated?, how is lost… I didn’t answer, just stop reading the book and go to bed. I woke up early in the morning, check my mail as usual, than I go to youtube and search for “Francis Chan” and see if there is anything new I can learn other than “Sin”, I filter the search result to this month, and click on the first video i see, this video come up, I start watching this video and not aware of the title, and when Francis talk about giving up, my tears pouring out, and I look out the window and said, Thank you God,  I understand. You are one step ahead of me always.. Thank you for your guidance, I felt a lift of my spirits right there.  Ever since I start following Jesus, my tears can just pouring out at anytime when I’m watching a movie, audiobook, driving and even listen to Chirs Tomlin, most of the time I felt so much joy and love overwhelm me. Thank you God, Thank you lambchopxoxo uploading this video and Thank you Francis Chan for delivering me this message from God.